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1.24.06: Again and Always Again and always, Baltimore offered up some deep-dish comfort and hearty sociability. It was nice, so nice, to feel the love. These are the people I know best and who know me best and altogether the result is like a big sigh. I don�t have to censor myself or feel uptight and worried that I�m rubbing them wrong. And I also don�t have to try if I don�t feel like it. Just sitting in silence with E., while he flipped through a magazine and I patted the head of a cat that has passed from old friend to old friend, staring out at the traffic on Charles St., sipping coffee in that friendly morning Baltimore light I like so well. It was pleasant.
De-aunted again. Funny how expectation drops into disappointment. I am tired of that feeling. But how dull it would be not to live in expectation. Of something! reflect - reinvent [email protected]... what i used to think... what i hear... what i see... where i'd like to be... the black apple... the girl who... sarah brown... thunderpie... evany... jenny b harris... posie... claude le monde... artsy... fartsy... jeff... random person in texas... another rachel... smitten kitchen... more of me... still more of me... even more of me...and yet still more of me...more of me but not for free... site stats |